te amo abah :)

hye world!hahah.first of all, i will introduce myself :p .my name is Syed Ahmd Tarmizi Bin Wan yusop..just call me mizey.
hahahha! My father is malay and my mum is chinese. My hobby is playing pc games,hangout, and bla bla bla bala :) I have 4 sisters and 1 brother. I love my family so much because my family and my fren support me when i was down. My father is my idol in my life. He is loving and kind, He listen to all my problem and he has a strength like superman. When i was child i use to think my dad is robotcop -_- because my dad always try to protect my family from all the hate in the world :)

This september i will turn to 20 years old. We have spent almost 20 years together in which my dad has done everything in his strength and power to make my family had everything that we needed. My father struggles every second and moment as SUPERMAN(protector), fairy godmother :P(remind me to brush my teeth every morning) and PORTABLE BANK(provide money) to us. When i watch my dad eyes i can see that deep inside his heart he is soft and try to hide all the sadness. The reason is to make us proud with him and bring happiness to us but some one that we love and trust betray us and destroy all our happiness that my father create almost 25 years :( :( :( :(

I belive money doesn't buy love and happiness. Everybody need love from some one that we care :) Apperciate the person that care about u and love :) because life is short :)

why i choose my link name discreetgreenalien???
discreet-refer to me humble that like to hide what i feel and try to pretend happy when i was sad deep inside my heart :( My family and bestfren only know how i feel.

green- Green is my favourite colour :P

alien- alien because i feel i will transform to alien when with strangers because i scare to talk and lack of cofident. And!! don call my phone..cos when u try talk with me using phone..u will hear my voice mumbling like beep22 :)

Im just a normal homo sapien :) i always make mistake in my life. I am the Director and editor in my life. I write all my words in my life with a pen. i cant rewrite sum mistake that i made and erase all my black history in my life with eraser. :( But i will try to improve myself from mistake i made :)

Dad if u read this- im sorry for the stupid things i wish i din't do but i do :( Abah i am grateful that i will able to call u Abah :) n 1 more.. i promise with myself , one day i will make u proud. :)


bye-bye nite-nite :)
btw this is abah matrix card when abah still 20 years old :P hahah